feelings

I keep thinking about her all the time. Sometimes I love her, sometimes I hate her, but I can’t stop thinking about her. She never leaves me; she has made a permanent place in my mind (if not in my heart).

I don’t know whether its love! Because I have heard, that ‘In love everything seems new, fresh, happy and exciting. You even enjoy the most give up movie and the ugliest face brings a smile on your face.’

But this is not with me, nothing seems right, I am not happy as I used to be, and every single day is painful. I am trying for a long time now, to get out of it, but in vain. She simply rules my mind!

Should I tell her all this? But again what should I say? I myself don’t know what’s this all’ bout! , but then there is something which makes me think of her all the time.

Don’t ask who’s she?! Please!! And don’t make any assumptions, she can be anyone.
But I have to admit she is gorgeous, sexy, intelligent, and attractive.

And may be, not sure, but I wish that someday we date and finally fall for each other.

Oh, I forgot to mention about my birthday! (See…she is still dominating my thoughts). It was nasty and dirty this time. Got some real birthday bumps, eggs on my head, alternate buckets of hot and cold water and chocolate powder all over my face, ears too!!

The cake was too yummy, and the magic candles of course, how can I forget that!

Thank You ‘Dear Friends’, U R D BEST !!